some lines because I haven't posted in so long

I guess it’s time for me to mix up the pace

I’m rocking this shit from outer space

You can’t recognize the sick shit when it’s spit

I’ve had it up to here with fake people rocking corny flows and getting bitches

Shit You’re gonna end up with stiches

After I have an afternoon brainstorming lines

It’s like typhoon ready to go boom from inside a balloon

Overdosing on cocaine after it burst, oh too soon

I’m sleighing bad rappers for good reasons call me Dexter

If you doubt me you’re next for sure

I’m coming door to door just to sell you my flow

I’ll be a one man show doing it one on one

Playing for tips, the music game’s ships are sinking and it’s time to panic

Shit there’s the iceburg and we’re on the titanic

We need a maniac to bring us back to safety

oh please god save me

time

I never seem to have time for anything anymore, I need to work on that in the up and coming days.  So much to say, not the right time

Today, please be better

Okay so I'm really tired and I have no idea why I'm writing this blog. I don't have time, I just don't. I'm so far behind on work It isn't even funny. Like I'm pretty much a mess right now. Like I'm too busy. There's too much to do. Like Between work and school I have no time. Then I have to worry about friends, and trying to not forget I have them. And even though I have no time I still get lost in thought thinking about the future. Like do you ever get an idea stuck in your head. The perfect ending to the story we call life. Like the events you know you want to have happen, even though you know they're unlikely. And then you get sad when they aren't happening. Like ugghh life, can't you be a little easier to me for a little while til I can stop drowning in business

from blog to vlog

So there's not really much to say today, 2013 is here and I'm going to start making vlogs that are more serious and more personal.  So if you want to watch the first one Click here :)

here's to a new year

So I promised I wasn't going to rant today but it's close to 2013 and I am defiantly being filled with emotions.  I just don't know.  I'm looking forward to this coming year.  There is a lot I want to happen.  I really doubt that my resolutions will be life altering.  I mean, the way I see it, I'm going to try and make as many videos as I can.  I'm going to be the best goddamn friend I can be to this girl.  And to both of those I say, whatever happens, happens.  The two things I want most in 2013 are beyond achievable.  Who know what will happen.  I'm trying to avoid freaking out or pouring my heart out because I don't know who will read this, and that could be awkward.  I was talking to someone today, and I said something that really rings some truth.  If everything fails, there's always college and parties to bring my spirits up.  Because let's face it, I'm an absolute train wreck of emotion.  I'm bound to get hurt regardless of outcomes, so knowing that that's the fall back then I really want to succeed.  Succeed in life, in love.  I have enough problems with myself, I really don't want to add addictions into the matter... I just need to focus, and not let anything get to me.  The person I value most once told me that life gets easier when you stop giving a shit.  and I'd like to say I'm getting better at doing that.  but then again who knows if I'm venting on an internet blog.  A BLOG! ugh, anyways, here's to 2013 may you find happiness like no other, love that is irreplaceable, and find moments that make everything worth it.
I'm not getting a midnight kiss this year, but next year, I want it to be the first of many with her.

Happy New Year! :)

my new video

So the other day I was talking with my friend and we came up with an idea for a new series to start up titled monster news where we basically cover news stories in our own little crazy way.  I kind of wanted some feedback :) click here to watch it hopefully it's good enough to become well liked :)

today!

Today is the day! I slept in til about 11, which by my standards is pretty fucking awesome seeing how I haven't been able to sleep past 8 lately.  I followed up that with a swift nom nom noming of breakfast and I headed back to my room.  I finished the editing for my new video which will be up later today :) I love when I'm in a good mood, I always feel on top of the world!!! later today my parents will be taking me to a hockey game soo i'm excited, until next time.