What to blog about?

AM I the only one that seems to come up empty handed time and time again on creativity.  I don't mean to come out negative at all but I mean it's crazy.  I can just sit here staring to the endless whiteness of a blank screen just to take a break with nothing done.  I don't think it's that I can't write, but it's that i don't think what I'm writing is any good.  I haven't made a youtube video in sooo long.  Like it's not even funny.  I want to make more videos, but i use time as an excuse.  While yes I am busy most of the time I still could make videos more frequently, but I digress.  I don't know what deters me.  Or what stops people from following their dreams.  We could all get closer if we wanted to, but we don't. Part of me thinks it the idea of failing.  If we don't try then we can always dream.  Dream of the endless possibilities that lie ahead for us.  But if we try and fail, we will always live in the shadow of our defeat.   Always being overshadowed when in reality it shouldn't matter.  We fail all the time, it's just this is held a little closer to home.  I'm not saying I'm going to magically change and post all the time and force my way in.  But I will at least acknowledge my avoidance of it all.  And that's a start at least :P